Thankful...I Want Good Driving Skill..SHORTIE JACKASS!!!

   The day b4 yesterday, I just finished an essay. The longest essay I've ever wrote. The title is "The Flying Doctor". I put in some features from my favourite Eng drama, Desperate Housewives n Bones. Passed it 2 teacher oredi yesterday. Hope 2 get good respond n comments from him. If my essay is good, then I'll write it out here. 

   Yesterday, our topic in Conversation Class is about Thankful. I said : When some1 do u a favor, but u don't know wat should do 4 tat person back, u only need 2 say 2 words. THANK YOU! But, say it sincerely so tat the person can feel it. They'll think tat they r appreciated n wat they did 4 u is worth. Teacher said every1 thank their parent, so he didn't want us 2 talk about our parent. There was a girl who thanked her BOYFREN!! Y? I don't know....B4 the class started, she came up 2 the centre n went downfloor again (understand?). Then, she's late 2 enter the class although she oredi arrived earlier. She was quite aggresive n emotional during the class. N I think she was having problem with her boyfren at tat moment bcoz she seems not happy when teacher asked about her boyfren n she kept texting with some1. Next, a Chinese guy thanked his boss (who always buy food 4 him), colleague (who taught him a lot) n CANTEEN (although the food there is quite expensive)!! Haha!! Funny!! Then, one "aunty" thanked her workers who r responsible n hardworking followed by a Malay "uncle" who thanked his company, TNB, 4 all the benefits he get as a worker of TNB. As 4 me, I thanked my fren. Really appreciate my fren n wat they did 4 me. Thank you, CT. 4 ur advice, listen 2 me when I hv problems n accept my advice on solving ur emotion problems. Thank you, Janice. 4 supporting me when I failed my car test n always chat with me. Besides, I oso want 2 be thankful 4 my guitar teacher. Both Mr Koay n Mr Mak. Thanks 4 ur willingness 2 teach n share with me everything about guitar. Maybe u guys won't read my blog, but, I still want 2 express my thankness here!!

THANK YOU !!

   Thinking about driving really make me feel puzzled n annoyed.  My reverse n turning skill r really bad. I hope I hv great driving skill like my uncle. He can play the car stering smoothly. I wish I hv the guts tat he own too. Coz, when he speed, I can feel tat my heart is going 2 jump out. He speed like HELL. Like he's the only car on the road!! I hvn't been trained on parking skills by using my mum's car yet. N I don't understand y I can only use one leg 2 drive an auto car??? I feel more comfortable by using both legs 2 control 2 pedals. Yet, i was warned 2 use only right leg....Sigh... 

   Suddenly, I remember some1 !!! Somemore who I really HATE!!! Since Form 2!!! He was a transfer student from Butterworth. So, he was transferred 2 my class during F2. I would like 2 call him SHORTIE JACKASS!! He's short n even shorter than me. FUCK AK!!! How dare u insulted me!!! Don't u dare 2 deny it!!! U'll never know wat I hold in my hand!!! U thought I don't know tat u humiliated me secretly ?? Don't think tat I'm stupid!!! I hv the evidence tat can prove tat u said improper words about me n insulted me on paper!!! Let me tell u something!!! I'm still keeping tat paper!!! U better don't mess with me in future!!! Coz if u do so, I swear I'll put u to DEATH!!! Tat time, don't beg me 4 my forgiveness!!! U better watch out....U better be careful when u r on road....N ur girlfren too....Ah!!! I almost 4got tat u r a playboy.....Then, take care of ALL ur girlfren....REMEMBER, u  r the 1 who pressed the "START" button, so, u must finish the game....Never 4get about the game rules....The most important thing is....My HATRED control tis game....So, now it's my turn 2 continue tis REVENGE game....

HATE DRIVING!!! Awkward Moment!!!

   Just now went 2 drive car. 4 the 1st time after I passed. My mum's car. I was feeling excited at 1st. But, after i started 2 drive, it was so terrible!!! My legs shivered like HELL!!! Couldn't control those shaking!!! I don't know y!!! I REALLY HATE DRIVING!!! It made me feel sick, dizzy n scare.....I couldn't concentrate well on the environment around me....My mind was blank!! When I tell ppl tat I hate 2 drive, they always reply me the same answer : U'll like it when u get used 2 it . Sorry! It really don't work on me!! DRIVING IS BORING. NO FUN AT ALL!! HATE DRIVING!!!

   Yesterday, during writting class, Teacher asked us "What is writting 2 u?" n he requested evey1 2 answer. There was a Chinese guy sitting bhind me. Let me tell u tat his Eng is not good in advance. So, he coudn't say wat exactly he think about writting out in Eng. Then, he started 2 say in Mandarin. Who knows, teacher asked him 2 tell ME in Mandarin n let ME 2 translate it back 2 Eng. U know wat!! Both of us were so RELUCTANT 2 do tat!!! I didn't even want 2 move backwards 2 listen 2 his words!!! He seems 2 think so too!!! After tat, teacher said : "Tell her. She's not going 2 eat u"!!! Shit!!! Y must teacher said like tat!!! It made the environment bcome numb!!! Suddenly the class bcame silent n every1 was waiting 4 both of us. Then only he moved forward A LITTLE BIT RELUCTANTLY n tell me wat he think!! Tis type of incident really embarrassing bcos both side r unwillingly 2 do it!! Sigh~~~ Hv u all experienced tis kind of awkward moment b4 ? 

 My Grandma Homemade Jelly. The purple colouring is from a type of herb leaves.

Good News!!!!

YEAH~~~~~~~Finally I passed my car test!!!!!!!!! Bravo!!!! Don't know how 2 describe my happiness n satisfaction. But, who knows my pain when I failed? Only she(my good fren) knows. Coz she oso failed as many times as me! Hahahahah!!! Too glad tat i hv no need 2 go back 2 the place again (test location which is oso my car learning place). At last, i thanked my agent 4 his teaching n advice. Those words just slipped from my mouth without conscious thinking. I should thank him although he's quite strict n sometimes scolded me. Let me say "THANK YOU" again here!! Then.....Yo!!! Let's party 2gether!!!

Frustrating stuff...Happy meal....

   Finally! I got my hair cut short! My "long" hair has annoyed me 4 a long time oredi. Don't care how's my hairstyle. I just want it 2 be short. My head is light now....

   Yet,I still hv a problem. My car test didn't pass AGAIN!!!! AGAIN!!! Twice oredi!!! Twice!!! I failed under the same reason!!!!! Stupid!! Most of frens can pass within the 1st time they took the test!!! Me? Hv 2 take 4 the third time!!!! Feel ashamed with it!! Hv 2 pay money somemore!!! Stupid!!! Really frustrated!!! Now I'm very desperate 2 PASS!!! MUST PASS!!! Please!!! God!!! Please bless me!!! I hv 2 PASS!!!! I don't want 2 go there anymore!!! Waiting 4 my turn at there is absolutely a torture!!! Haiz....Y can't I pass? Y must I take the test again n again? Please la!!! For God's sake, please let me PASS!!! I really can't take it anymore!!!

Recently, I hv bought a set of bed cover. It's blue in colour n has cute cartoon on it. It's called "Happy Meal"

My "Happy Meal" Pillow Case
My "Happy Meal" Bed Cover

Isn't it cute?

   Just now I got a phone call from NL. Not very surprising. We talked about more than half an hour (I think more than an hour). She wanted 2 ask my opinion about buying an IPod or Sony MP4. I'm glad tat she asked 4 my opinion. Then we talked about her plan of furthering her studies either in Matrix / JPA / Multimedia U in Foundation Of Law (I didn't talk much about mine), many ppl in WS's PLKN camp especially malays are being possessed (so creepy), wat she did 2 avoid being possessed in camp during her time, other fren's plan n wat she did recently. I think she's now clear about wat she want 2 achieve in future. Law or Pharmacy. Both of us want 2 go 4 Master. In the future, we gonna go take different road. We won't be in the same class anymore. We'll hv our own life. Mybe her life will be better than me. But, who knows? I just wanna an ordinary life. Can I live peacefully n happily in the future ? Tat's a question....