Writting & MUET Writting....CT.....

   Recently didn't take any pic......So, no pic.....But, 2moro i'll go 2 a wedding dinner, so, maybe will hv some pic...

   As usual, I went 2 EG2 & Writting class. Hahaha!!! Something cheers me up!!! Both Baling teacher n Teacher Shangkeri said tat my writting standard is OK n can handle MUET writting oredi!!! Yeah!!! Glad 2 hear tat!!! Happy~ing !!!! Baling teacher marked my essay 4 the 1st time n he oredi said tat my writting is good!!! He likes my "The Fying Doctor" essay. He said tat it's interesting but he hasn't finished marking. He said my writting is good n my MUET writting can pass ady. Only need 2 improve some grammar.... Then, during Teacher Shangkeri's class, we talked about MUET. Teacher sat 4 her MUET test during her U time n she got band 5!!! However, she said she's not happy 4 only getting band 5. Then she oso said tat I can manage MUET writting oredi!!! N she adviced me 2 go 4 MUET tuition. Put more effort on reading n listening coz these 2 test r really hard!! 

   But, my writting still can't impress BLACK teacher....He said tat my essay is boring n want me 2 think about ppl who read my essay....Feel down by his words.....Tis time really talked a lot with him. About 45min!!! He explained 2 me about the essay tat I'm going 2 write. Traffic. A tough tittle, huh? Tat's y he explained a lot 2 me coz I'm the only 1 who's gonna write tis essay. N I can pass it up next week. Oso asked him about a grammar rule tat puzzled me 4 a long time!!! Finally, I understand the correct way 2 use tat grammar rule!!

   Just now CT told me tat a Malay guy who's quite close 2 her recently confessed 2 her when she was having her lunch (or dinner ?). Hahahaha!!! She said she didn't know how 2 respond n just keep looking down on her food. After tat, she just asked 2 leave without finishing her food!!! She couldn't finished her food in front of the guy anymore!!! So, she called me 2 ask 4 my opinion. As a result of discussion with me n her frens, she's gonna asnwer tat guy like tis : "R u serious?" n "I need time 2 think about it". Hahaha!!! Bcos tat guy like CT's fren last time n now only after about 1, 2 month, he said he like CT. Hence, CT doubted his sincerity n love. Plus, CT is not sure whether she like him or not. I want her 2 think twice since tat guy is a malay n CT said she prefer 2 pay more attention on her studies since now only the 2nd semester. However, it's all depends on her la.....

HATE DRIVING!!! Awkward Moment!!!

   Just now went 2 drive car. 4 the 1st time after I passed. My mum's car. I was feeling excited at 1st. But, after i started 2 drive, it was so terrible!!! My legs shivered like HELL!!! Couldn't control those shaking!!! I don't know y!!! I REALLY HATE DRIVING!!! It made me feel sick, dizzy n scare.....I couldn't concentrate well on the environment around me....My mind was blank!! When I tell ppl tat I hate 2 drive, they always reply me the same answer : U'll like it when u get used 2 it . Sorry! It really don't work on me!! DRIVING IS BORING. NO FUN AT ALL!! HATE DRIVING!!!

   Yesterday, during writting class, Teacher asked us "What is writting 2 u?" n he requested evey1 2 answer. There was a Chinese guy sitting bhind me. Let me tell u tat his Eng is not good in advance. So, he coudn't say wat exactly he think about writting out in Eng. Then, he started 2 say in Mandarin. Who knows, teacher asked him 2 tell ME in Mandarin n let ME 2 translate it back 2 Eng. U know wat!! Both of us were so RELUCTANT 2 do tat!!! I didn't even want 2 move backwards 2 listen 2 his words!!! He seems 2 think so too!!! After tat, teacher said : "Tell her. She's not going 2 eat u"!!! Shit!!! Y must teacher said like tat!!! It made the environment bcome numb!!! Suddenly the class bcame silent n every1 was waiting 4 both of us. Then only he moved forward A LITTLE BIT RELUCTANTLY n tell me wat he think!! Tis type of incident really embarrassing bcos both side r unwillingly 2 do it!! Sigh~~~ Hv u all experienced tis kind of awkward moment b4 ? 

 My Grandma Homemade Jelly. The purple colouring is from a type of herb leaves.

Friends

   Just finish watching Desperate Housewives latest epi. Edie passed away n other housewives were reminiscing the moments they shared with her. 

   

   Then, I started 2 think emotionally. What if one day, DEATH took away one of my frens? Maybe someday I will receive a phone call n get to know tat my fren has passed away...Maybe someday when I call my fren to ask about her/his life recently n wat i get is about her/his lost...N I didn't even hv the chance 2 attend her/his funeral...What a pity.....

 

   I hv both good n bad memories with all my frens.Those memories r something tat worth 4 me 2 remember 4ever. Sometimes, we r just get too used to our frens's companies n their understanding. So, one day when we lose our fren, these sweet n bitter past bcome precious. Then, we'll realise tat those were the days we spent 2gether n there'll be no more. We'll start 2 cry over our fren's death n start 2 recall how we met until the last thing we did 2gether. Perhaps, we'll realise tat we don't hv much photos of 2 of us or maybe a group of frens. Coz we always think tat there'll still hv time 4 us 2 do our favourite stuff 2gether.

   I treat every fren in different ways. They all hv different mind, behaviour, habits....I just can't treat them all in the same way or in my own way. Honestly, I really don't hv a lot of frens. Yet, all my frens r good n they r absolutely brilliant (It makes me look dumb n stupid among them...Sigh...). Yet, I appreaciate all of them no matter they treat me as their fren or not. 

   Talking about Friends, yesterday BLACK teacher asked us 2 write an essay tittled 'A Life Without Friends". I hope I can get good responds n comments from teacher. Ho ho ho.... Bcoz I want my essay 2 be pasted on the information board again!!! He promised us so!!

Nice weather, so I took a pic. Beautiful clouds!

  

OK! I know tat I'm not a good photographer!

   Haiz...After I died, will my frens miss me or just let go everything about me ? Will they think about me even 4 a sec? Am I good enough 4 their rememberance ? Oh! How I live........ 

Uncle...Crab...Charlotte & Henry Wedding~~

Yesterday my uncle came back from JB 4 Ching Ming. When I was small, I used to fear of him. He's quite fierce. But he stays in JB so he doesn't come back here oftenly. Sometimes he never came back 4 even once in a year time. So we r not close. However, he's a ppl who filled with experience n knowledge. It's not tat he has a brilliant brain. He meet many ppl out there n travel quite a lot. He went 2 Sydney, Hong Kong, Shanghai,Thailand, Singapore(tis 2 country is quite common 2 Malaysian) n other countries b4 (I'm so jealous)!! He knows many ppl who'r willing 2 help him. He always hv many things 2 tell us when he's back. Things n facts tat we may not know in our daily life. Besides, he oso hv excellent driving n parking skill !! Haha!!

2day he bought some crabs n brought them 2 be cooked by chef in restaurant. Unfortunately, I can't eat them bcos I'm allergic 2 crab n shrimp. Yet, I'm not fond of eating crab. So, it's nothing 2 me. Those crab were very naughty. They kept on trying 2 crawl out from the basket. Then, 1 crab got succeed in it's revolution. Fuuhh!! Tried very hard 2 catch it back 2 the basket!!!

2day I was supposed 2 hv guitar lesson. Yet, teacher was sick until no voice. SICK AGAIN!!! Sigh.... Y is he so weak? He always get sick n cancel our lesson!! He doesn't seem tat physically weak!!! Haiz.... Don't know wat's wrong with his body... No command.....

Yet, I still hv my EG2 n Writting class. 2day EG2 only 2 units n I'm the only student so I hv a lot of time. I grabbed tis chance 2 ask things 2 Mr.Luke. Really hv a long conversation with him. I think we hv talked about 45 min. We talked about politics, starter class, conversation class, n many many la. I asked only a question n he can share extremely many details about it with me. I just listened until my head got dizzy. However. it was a great opportunity. He's a good n patience teacher so I like 2 attend 2 his class.

As 4 Writting class, 2day topic was an informal letter 2 cousin about me attending a wedding ceremony. I wrote about "Charlotte & Henry" wedding (which is not possible in the reality). It was held in a small chapel in Bali on the 1st of April. Yes, it was the April Fool's Day but their marriage was not foolish.It was just a small ceremony which they only invited close relatives n best friends. All guests were given a back n forth plane ticket so tat they can attend the wedding in Bali. The ceremony started as the pianist played the Wedding March. Charlotte walked into the chapel accompanied by her father. As they were approaching the altar, everyone stood up 2 show their respect n blessings. As 4 me, the maid of honour, followed behind the bride n threw rose petals upwards. Then, they made their vows n exchanged rings under the witness of everyone n the priest. After tat, I was given the honour 2 hv a talk about their love stories with slide show of their romantic pictures since I'm the one who brought them together until 2day as husband n wife. By then, the wedding ended up by a photograph session of all guests and the just-married-couple. Teacher Shangkeri (only knew her name 2day after attending her class 4 quite a long time) said tat it's good. Glad 2 hear it.....

Repeating lifestyle n grumbling...

   Spent 2day just like how I spent my yesterday. Watching Bones repeatly without feeling weary of it. 

   U know? I'm an introvert people. I spent most of my time in house. I don't like 2 go out. I prefer 2 sit in front of computer rather than go out 2 socialize with people. Yet, I still a couple of frens. They r all good students. I hv some frens who get straight A1 in their SPM. I didn't get jealous. But TJ2 got straight A1. That's surprised me but didn't impressed me. NL got straight A1 as wat we has expected. They all applied 4 JPA scholarship.

   The list of ppl who get shortlisted has came out 2day. I think ppl that got straight A1 or more than 9 A1 are shortlisted. Even raise-clavicle-girl can got shortlisted. However I didn't applied 4 it. I didn't hv the qualification they request 4. My result is bad compared 2 my brilliant frens. Their brilliance make me look dumb. They cried happily over their excellent result while me crying at behind of my bad result.

   Ok! Let's don't talk about this sad thing(4 me,it's a pathetic experience). Yesterday my BLACK teacher asked me 2 type out my essays tittled "My English Class". He wanted 2 stick it on the information board. At tat time, I felt a little bit proud of myself. But, tat's not my best paperwork. I only roughly wrote what I thought at that moment out. After that I recalled about someone. Someone whose English r better. Then I don't feel proud anymore. I think 2 days more,the list of ppl who applied 4 PPC get shortlisted will come out. I don't mind if I don't get shortlisted. I'm quite determined to go 4 F6. 

Here, I'm gonna show u my new spec.